Sunday, January 1, 2017

Once upon a time there was a quiet and watchful woman. A veil of white hair belied her middling age and crinkling laughter lined her shadow-blue eyes. She lived her life at the edge of things. With some trepidation, she watched zxxxxxxxxx from the far side of the crowded dance floor. Walking alone, she balanced carefully on the brink between hiding and exposure. Bouncing and giddy inside her quiet expectation, on the very edge of her proverbial seat, she watched every day to see what might come next.

Until one sunny day in a cool forest glen where she floated, delighting, in the warm water of a natural spring watching the world ease by in the gentle afternoon. Into the periphery of her vision burst a colorful character, dressed gaily in flowering top hat and leaning on a sparkling staff. He sat himself opposite her in the pool, looking at her through dark eyes full of knowing mischief, and began to tell her the most wonderful stories.

He told her stories of adventure and magic set in faraway desert lands and distant island nations. His stories touched her heart in uncountable ways. They made her weep with their sorrow, and others, with the joy they told. Some stories held brutal life lessons. Still others brought silly or raucous laughter in their telling. All of them, every one, pulled her off the edge and deeply into his living voice.

Most wondrous and exciting of all were the stories he told her of love and desire. Sweet stories filled with whispers and passionate kisses. Stories heated by restrained longing and joyfully explored lust. Sad and beautiful stories of unexpected love, found and lived and lost, but not forgotten.

All love like this, he told her, ends in tears.

Despite that disquieting precipiece, she wasn't afraid. The edges didn't hold much interest for her any more. No longer content to watch, she learned to prefer the exquisite uncertainty of being fully alive in the middle of whatever came next.

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Looking around with dismay
Dread in heart and limbs
She hurries toward me
Body pinched
Holding herself tightly
Trying not to fall apart
He’s not ok
Oh my god
No tears
No breath
No words
Holding on to each other tightly
Sad relief
Endless loss
Trying not to fly apart.


10.2012

Sunday, March 24, 2013



insulated silence
snowflakes big as your hand
falling soft at dawn


The question has always been why
Why this?
Why you?
Why now?
The answer has been more difficult to name
Yet love makes its own way
To those who least expect it
In the time that can only be now
You are unexpected
A most joyous surprise
I didn't see you coming
Yet here we are~so close
My heart, my life
Will never be the same

Saturday, March 23, 2013

Today Sol is slow
Faraway cold and dimmed
Winter's hold is strong
Listen to my words
Hear only what I say
Take this opportunity
To relax your mind
To rest your imagination
You might find strenth there
Where voice and words can
Again become meaningful.
Living a pipe dream
What hubris is this
To love you so
Imagining you long in my life
Deepest friendship
Sweetest lover
Ersatz partner
Foolishness in purest form
A precious fantasy
To grow old by your side
Together
And not
Content with half measures
Satisfied with self-imposed limits
My beautiful pipe dream

White brightness shines warm
Garden growing with each touch
Bathed in summer sun
Love nurtures gentle expansion
Warmth flows from your kind gaze

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Breathe into my kiss
Let me taste the life of you
Let me hold you hard against my body
For I would feel the bone and flesh of you
Now touch me gently~here. And here.
That I might open all of me to your strength
Let us come to each other without words
Allowing breath and blood and pounding heart to speak of passion
While you hold my eyes with yours
Seeing into me as my tears whisper of love
2.4.2013

Sunday, February 3, 2013



Silk and Flannel

Warm and so soft

Against my delicate skin.

Sensuous silk

Arouse the fire gently

Set my skin ablaze with our slow passion

Comforting flannel

So easy you are

Keeping the ardor of our embrace

Silk and flannel

Odd and just

Mirrors the paradox of our desire





When I give up Resistance
Gentleness and Harmony
Flourish in me.

When I let go of Resentment
Contentment and Love
Take that space.

When I practice Kindness
A Soft Heart and Generosity
Become me.

When I Accept
Life just as it is
I am Empowered and able to
Participate Wholly in it.
9.4.2012

Picture it Two bodies Lie navel to navel Grounded by rock, warmed by greening sun Two souls Center to Center, Heart to Heart Energy shared a...